Richard Update...
Hey to my Readers, It has been a very long and rough year to tell you the truth. You can probably really tell by my lack of writings if you look at the dates. This last month was really tough. I had isolated with severe depression. I thought I would have to go back inpatient. The mental anguish was unbearable at times. I am about sure if you have not experienced this then you have no clue what I am talking about. When I get in this frame of mind, it is just like being in a pit with a dark cloud overhead. All you can see from that vantage point is the dark Despair without a ounce of hope in sight with just glimmers of GOD. just like a gloomy overcast day when you rarely see the sun. You just do not want to be around anyone at all. Sleeping becomes your only comfort from the misery that you are in. It is a drudgery during these times to clean your house or self care and even in your hobbies like writing which I know I love is affected. All you can see what these demons show you a