Standing Strong in His Grace

I believe that these writings are prompted by the Holy Spirit and to what He desires to say through my writing...So here goes what I feel like GOD wants to say through me. Here within the last couple of months I have had some concerns with my physical health. I recently had a sleep study and they want me to come back for another one. I will have to sleep under a CPAP Machine and possibly be put on Oxygen. On top of all that I had a MRI Last Thursday. It seems my prostate levels were and have been on the high side the last several years. SO Please keep me in your prayers.    It was really heavy on me this Sunday. I almost opted out on going to church but did not cave into it... but when I got home I found I was stuck in depression and self pity much of the afternoon and night. I have a doctors appointment this morning at 9:45 to go over the results of my MRI. I have been under a severe attack by the enemy playing mind games with me with not knowing if i have cancer or not. That Sunday n

God desires us to have a close and intimate relationship with Him through Christ Jesus by the Holy Spirit. The Bible actually says that if we draw near to GOD, He will draw near to us. What that actually means is that IF we make the initiative to approach His throne of grace our spirits will be united with His Spirit giving God the glory...I also think that if He knows we are sincere in approaching Him, He will meet us in the middle. Yes, that is what it takes in a two-way relationship why would it be any different with our Father in Heaven.  He is our Abba and He loves us very much....He is not some harsh judge seeking to destroy us. He desires us to draw near and pour His love out on us. We should want the same from us. IF we truly love him we will want a close relationship with the triune God!!!